i CAN sHOW UP
Hello everyone, I want to start Blogging way more. I will talk about more personal shit going on in my life or the bands life. I am not really trying to promote much with these topics other than get more comfortable sharing my personal life with everyone more. So here is to the truth and living life with a open heart. I want to first thank everyone who has been showing support for the band. I can still not believe all the changes Honey Plant has gone through creating this album. That being said we have officially dropped the last single before our full-length album. This song is titled “I can show up” I believe I wrote the lyrics back in 2022 or 2023. I will just come out and say it. This song is relevant to the fact I am getting married at the end of this month. I have always struggled with two worlds that I consistently live in. Playing the victim in both worlds, unaware that I always struggled with base reality and the reality I am trying to create. If you have ever known a Sagittarius you know this trait and pendulum that swings will birth an emotional seesaw. When I met my partner and soon to be wife. I was in a very different place, as we all are when we view our lives in retrospect. I am coined the name silver surfer, because I tend to enjoy living different archetypes, and yes things have gone to dark places because of this. But also what ended up raising from all of this was acceptance. I know that I am in many ways outside of the standard relationship box. I have also seen myself gracefully learn to accept how to be misguided and return stronger than ever. Having your own personal cheering squad behind you, and raising your vibrations is very important. “I can show up” displays these thoughts. “That mind , it can stop you sometimes.” The beauty is, everyday it stops me. Some days I fight harder than others, but at the end of the day I know that just being present is what creates amazing relationships. I also know that to experience deep love you also need deep hate. To live you need to know that we are always in a fight, and you are doing it right if you don’t know the outcome. When you know the outcome, you are doing it wrong. I am much older now; I do not pride myself in my own way of thinking. I pride myself on being able to connect. My lover and soulmate have taught me truly what it is to care for those you don’t see daily, and what devotion can really look like. Truly it is a group of interconnecting branches that hold strength when tied together. So, without any further blah blah blahing.. I give you the link to I can show up.
